I lost my cap last week. It was black with an or- ange "x." It me made think of the X the Texas prison gangs wore on their shirts indic- ating where they were 2 B shot if they run off. S- ince I work with my brain I thought I should be shot in the head [if I run off]. I'm not sure if losing the hat is a less- on 2 teach me to detach or if the hat is pursuing its buddha nature.